Feel Homesick

Living away from home for the first time really make me homesick. Feeling like going hoe but i cant. Homesick really make me unable to sleep. I just feel the power of home.

5 Day to go

Left 5 day. I am going to stay at KL. Further my study. Feel nerveous when thinking of it. I havent prepare everything that i need. Need to spend time to pack and my thing.

A few days to go..

Still left a few day(feel so nervous and excited). I am going to experience the first time in my life living other place. It is also the time that i am going proceed with my tietary education. Hope that my aim will be achieve during the studies..

Around The Corner

Still have to wait 1 week + more , i will be moving into the bustling city in malaysia that is Kuala lumpur. It just around the corner, and is the matter of time to move in to setapak in order to pursue my tietery education.

Who do you all think i am??

From adult to the smallest in the house asking for changing money, even a stranger asking for me for money. They think i am a banker. If that is their thinking i csnt do annything. I am just a person that has money just enough for my tietery education maybe not enough.

Two Weeks To Go

Still left two weeks, and i will be officially going to proceed to my degree, i am waiting for the offer letter. Waiting patiently.

Mix feeling

A lot of thing happen last few day. Mix feeling of happy , dissapointed, angry  and sad.

Eagerly Awaiting The Result

I am eagerly waiting for the fianl result for my chemistry subject. When i enter the portal i saw there is a final sem result, then i click it all of them is C, feel a little disappointed then i stun for a while. And ask myself "i only take one subject only right?" Then i see clearly ,it is actually my third sem result. Therefore i still have hope to get A+. But i am afraid right now.

My New Aim For Now.

After finishing the final exam, and most probbably i will be proceeding to my degree next month. I have a few new aim that i want to achieve from now on. The first one is to get at least band for for MUET exam that is around the corner. The second i hope to learn and understand a foreign language by myself. It will be korean language. And the third aim as well as the most hardest is that i hope to become first class honour student .I have Aim it and i am DETERMINE to get it..

The Price Made Me Say Yes

Yesterday was looking for a room to rent. This is for my living in setapak to further my tietery eduation. My first impression  for the room and the house is quite small. But i say ok for that. What made me say the word is the pricing of the room . I believe that i cant find it at other place that price. Although is small but i still have to be patient for just a few year. If i am rich in future,definately  going to buy the  most comfortable house..

THE END..

After entering sem four , i keep on repeating reading the same note until yesterday it is all over. Yesterday was my final examanation , although the question was quite tricky but i manage to do it, hope that i will get good result. It was " THE END" . The end for pj life. I will miss all thing that i done at pj, every corner that i go and people that i meet.

D-Day

Four more day is the D-Day. It is my final examination. I have work hard for it and i will do my extra best in order to fullfill what i aim for. The next three day i will not on social network so that i can pay fully attention.

Determine

I have the highest mark for coursework mark but this does not secure me to get an A+. For the test i have work very hard. In order to get A+ for the final i need to work extra very hard. And i  mean it. Because i am determine to Get A+.

I Hate That

When you pick me. We should going to look that together.But what make me piss off is you go to look first and after that you confirm everything only call me to look it. That is an irresponsible act that i hate the most.

My result Flop

What am i doing. After getting my test 2 result i feel a little dissapointed. My result has flop by 1.5 marks compare to test 1. And i am not the highest annymore. Some one overcome me. I have to do something the overcome the unknown that has get the higher mark. Test 2 is quite tricky . If the question is not tricky i will have more time to be able to check my mistake, and i will get 40 mark.For the final i will spend as much time as possible to check. And for final i can only to lost 6 mark over 100. That what i aim for..

For That I am Really Speechless

It was a tiring day. From morning to afternoon i have attend a class. Then from afternoon i have to waited until 3pm for a class. After 3pm i am excited for the tutorial class. How do we know the lecturer didnt appear. I have waited for 1 hour. After go to fgo and ask why? they call me check wble. After checking only know that the lecturer has cancell the class. This means that i have waited so long to attend a cancelled class. The lecturer should be more aggressive in informing about cancellation of class. How does she expect every student to check wble every moment. She should call fgo staff to paste the information on the door of the class.After that i heading to computer lab and play games. As i know that the bus will move at 4.20 i play for a while. After playing for a few minutes until 4.13i stop. I went down, and see no bus at the parking site . I shock for a while, and asking myself that why the bus took off so early. It also means that i have to walk. After reaching home with tiring and some headache expression , i have been scholded by my mum. even if do not done annything wrong she still scholded me. What  can i say? I am speechless!! What a day..

Focusing To My Aim

Is already the month of august. A few month has already pass when i first enter foundation for sem 4. There is still 4 week left before my final examination. Although test 1 and report mark is quite high i am still not statifies, And i am looking forward for the test 2 mark. Although i did a few mistake but i still hope for the best. The real challange i will face after 4 week . It will be the last for foundation, because i will show what i have. To get A+. I am still Focusing to my aim without being interrupt. Nothing Can stop me from getting A+ .. NOTHING..

It happen again..

And it happen again. I guess i have get the highest mark for the report in the class. And it is 17.5/20, 19/20 and 19.5/20. The average mark is 18.67. Although i get high mark but what i aim for is the full mark. Feel a little of disappointment because cant get the full mark . The worst mark is the first full report.  What wrong with my first full report.Can you tell me my mistake?I purposely come ealier  to school and it was just a 10 minutes class. The lecturer should discuss where is the mark located, and he didnt do so..

I Get The Blame

It just so tired to have argue many times in midnight recently. Someone slamm the telephone and i think it has becoming unfunctionning. So the next day when i came back fron school and waited at klang bus stop, usually i will make a call to house using public phone. Because the telephone is being slamm so i call my dad phone. After call for a few time no one answer then i call house number once. Then i get the same result. Then i call my sis to call my dad to pick me up, and she say okey. When i walk halfway she call me and say a malay pick the call . I say that it is impossible that a malay pick my dad mobilephone unless  it have been stolen. Then my sis call me walk home and she say that she will rush back. At same time my other sis call me say that our neighbour saw no one in the house. When i think about it , it is getting weird, because my parents usually leave a message if they go out. Despite pain in the stomach i rush home. When i reach they are all in the house. At the moment my sis already arrived. She feel so scare and burst into tears because she think that something might happen. But actually is that my dad mobile phone is keep in a drawer that he cannot actually hear the phone ringing . About the malay that pick up the call remain unknown .And the situation that happen i get the blame by my parents because scare my sis. I am speechless after get the blame.

When evil come

When evil side owerhelming someone it is so terrifying. When it come everything that we did , we will not realise it and dont even know what we did. I have did something that is bad , when i realise it i hate myself for doing it. At the moment i dont really know what i am doing . I just need to control myself so that it will not overhelming. But i dont know how. God please teach me.