Life 2...

Is just a normal day. Thinking what to do and what will do. Just hoping the thing that i want i will have it. I have a strong determination to pass the only one subject in foundation and i will achieve it. I have started doing revision on the subject that i cannot pass since the final exam of sem 3 over, keep on repeating the same thing and hopefully i will be able to do it and i aim for a higher grade.

Get addicted to christina perri song  a thousand year. Is nice not only the song but also the video.

Life..

Semester 4 is the most boring sem throughout foundation. I only study 2 days a week. What can i do in the rest of the week? I really need to find something so that i am not going to waste my time. Never  know because of my silly mistake(fail in org chem) have this consequenses. My parent have to pay on what i have done. I just feel that i Really Make Them Disappointed. And I am not going to repeat the same thing again.

The First Day Of Semester 4

Yesterday was the first day for sem 4. Is kind of humiliating when i first step my foot at utar , the first question that people ask me is "WHAT SUBJECT YOU FAIL" . Is kind of shame and dissapointing for me. Then after that is the matter of money. Renewel of id cost Rm 25, school fee need to pay more than Rm1k and the most shocking news for me that they say if i apply loan for october i will only able to get it on jan or may . All of the thing in this world need money.

I Just Hate That Kind Of Feeling..

I just help my dad search information.He request me to search the amount of balance loan  for the ptptn loan that she(someone) borrow. I spend some time searching and being scolded by dad because i dont really know how to check  the debt for her. And you know what, she is still in the bed sleeping. She has no responsibilities at all. She dont even give money to my parents and she expected my parents to pay all her debt. How are my parents  going to get more than 20k to pay her debt. they dont even worked. She do not take responsibilities on what she actually did. I just hate that, I hate her and I hate that feeling. I think soon i will face some finance difficulties. I just hope she will not always depend on my father saving. Now i try my best not to depend on my dad money because he is not working. But that fact is no , i cannot . All thing in my life need money to solve. What i can do, GOD please help me..

Disappointment

When i open my Facebook, there is a few person discussing about their timetable. When i look at it , it was their degree timetable. At that moment all the feeling just come out. Feeling of disappointment.  After that moment i have determine to work even more harder to pass the only one subject. I am determine to pass. When i say i am DETERMINE , i mean it. Although i fail once , but i strongly believe that failure is the ROOT to SUCCESS..

NO ONE HAS NO PROBLEM IN THIS WORLD

Today is a normal day with the same routine. Next week will start schooling hope that i can pass the ONLY ONE SUBJECT next sem. Same routine means same problem. In this world There IS NO ONE HAS NO PROBLEM IN THIS WORLD .That is the truth, even the famouse and the rich will face problem. We will look down if we face problem. we also will look extremely look down if the person that we care face problem. Some problem can be solve easily. But some problem can't. No matter how hard we try to solve the problem ,it will be only lead your heart to hurt. I really hope that all the person that i care most  and all person in this world will face all the problem that they face with courage. Please remain STRONGER when you face Problem.

Endless

What i see everyday in my house is a lot of argument . The argument suppose not exist. But someone created it, and i have no idea what is the purpose of doing that. When an argument involve two person it will increase to three then four at last all of them argue. It is just like NUCLEAR FISSION. An electron is shoot to one neutron it will divided to two then four and so on.. Why a family have to be that way everday?  Every single day facing the same problem and it get worse. What can i do to solve this problem ? I cant do annything. Is all depend on god and the determination of the person that started to stop all the conflict and chaos that the person created....

What a Friend's

In this world are FRIENDS important? Maybe sometimes it is important and sometimes it is not important. In order to find a friend it is easy ,but in order to find A TRUE FRIEND is not easy as it seem. Should i  say that to friend is just  like, getting a true friend in  one in a million ,ermm... perhaps one in a billion , or maybe one in a trillion. most of the people in this world just so selfish and always think for their own good, so if we have been betrayed is just like a normal thing.  So what, is that importaant, i will make sure that i will keep a distance from you next time i see you. 

Result

Is already a few day after i receive my result for my third sem in foundation in science in utar. Before i check the result some one tell me that the result is already out. I felt nervous and decided to check it at the night. Before i check i Pray Hardly so that i can get a good result. After looking  at my result, i get confuse for a while because i am too nervous and i cant think normally. After a few second i regain my thinking. Although i pass all the subject but the result that i have do not meet my expectation.I just keep on thinking what should i do to get a result that meet my expectation. I have to do something in order to get a brilliant result and i will do it. I will find a way. After getting the result what suprise me is the math result. I did badly on the first and third test. Although i pass i do not get a higher grade, but i still be grateful coz i have a good teacher that always help me. Thanks Ms Hor.

Frustration

When i feel frustrated the only thing that i can say  is GOD please help me . Please show me to the right pathway. Please help the people around us. I know you will. Because you hear it.

Gift During Mother's Day

The question is what is the perfect gift to mum during mother day. Is it the combortable massage chair, or is a PRADA bag , perhaps is a LV purse , or a luxurious meal. All of the thing that i mention is not the perfect gift. What mum really want during mother day is a comfortable , peacful day. And what they wish for is all their son & daughter be in a good health condition. That what all mum in the world wish for. What they wish for is not only for theirself, they always thinking of their children no matter where they are and what the do.. This can be achieve easily by mum if all the member in a family cooperate.. 

Please Accept The Truth...

Every day doing the same thing dont you feel bored. I am sick of how you act.It just like endless, continue non stop.Can you stop that . Just because of something minor , you make it a major one .It not only affect you your self, it affect all of us. why dont you just ACCEPT THE TRUTH... Lying your self is just so cruel to other people. Please be considerate to other. GOD please Help Her to forget the past and let her lead a normal life.

A Person That Cannot Accept The Truth

A Person That Cannot Accep The Truth.. This can lead to dep.. In biological term dep is a person feel anxious.But i think that dep is a person with a mind that is so powerful that they can created a time travel in their mind. In their mind they can go backward the time where they cannot accept the truth and stuck at there until they can accept the truth. As long as the person cannot accept it they will stuck on the past time interval and they will create more stories on that particular time.

I just cant understand why people in this modern day just cannot be open minded. Cannot accept the truth is just like a person that lied to themself.. So why should we lie to our ownself, we can accept the truth and just lead a normal life.

A Person That Inspire Me

A Person That Inspire Me with her word is my bio lecturer Ms Tina Neik. Her advise is just so inspire to me. All the advise that she gave to me i ,will not forget it coz i think it is useful  in order for me  to continue my journey in this world.. she is also a person that i can talk to. And a person that i can ask question about bio if i have any curious question about bio..

 

There is hope in life. No one is beyond help or hopeless. All of us are

Created is our own special way

We are not perfect people, nor are we immune to failure. All of us face

challenges and sometimes failure in life. The question is, do we choose to

embrace it, face it and overcome it? Or complain about it and sulks at it.

I Will Not Forget the advice...

Dont Judge A Book By Its Content

In the movie or sometimes other people say that " Dont judge a book by its cover" it means that dont judge a person by your first impression.

But in my life it seem like it only happen sometimes. most of the time i can say that they judge a book by its content. Most of the time my parents will judge me by how i act without knowing my real intention/meaning..This is  just like a person who do not know who are you, only they can judge that way..It is just like reading a story book, you can imagine how the story is and how the person act but you dont know why they act that way and you judge the book by how it act and not knowing their meaning

So " Dont judge a book content"..

First

This is the first time i am blogging. I created this blog so that i can express myself. Although finding someone to express my self is better i still one express myself using this blog.