The First Day Of Semester 4

Yesterday was the first day for sem 4. Is kind of humiliating when i first step my foot at utar , the first question that people ask me is "WHAT SUBJECT YOU FAIL" . Is kind of shame and dissapointing for me. Then after that is the matter of money. Renewel of id cost Rm 25, school fee need to pay more than Rm1k and the most shocking news for me that they say if i apply loan for october i will only able to get it on jan or may . All of the thing in this world need money.